Sacrifices: We all have them.

Sacrifices. Not easy yet bearable.

Reality right now is impeccably difficult. Everyone of us is trying our best to cope up with the world's bleakness. Our stance gets staggered when challenges test us. Catastrophes in life smudge our inspirations until we feel hopeless. Sometimes, we easily give up cause we think  it's not possible. But most of the times, we push ourselves to stand up and fight because we have the people that gives us reason to.

In every battlefield, sacrifices occur. And in every sacrifices, responsibility comes next. This is what our parents have been carrying and soon, this will be pass to us. The concept of responsibility is scary. It's like a weight. It depends on the preparedness of the strength and power you have, to be able to carry it. It depends on the determination on how much long you will endure it. It has limits but we need to ask ourselves all over again, if it's worthy or not.


There are only two wheels that makes sacrifices happen; ourselves and for others. We sacrifice because it is both a want and necessity.

Some people fail. It's not because our sacrifice was not enough, but maybe our goals were wrong at the first place. And we start again to what went wrong and try to do it right. It's not easy yet bearable.

MOVIES: Stairway to Coolness

      When you have nothing to do, when your butt gets itchy, when you listen to your songs in ipod, when you do your sulking and when you practice to be a ninja, FRIENDS, i hate to tell you this but you are living a tedious life.

      I know you're having a banal day ( i can tell otherwise you should not be here reading my blog) Now, you've come to the right guy who will evoke you to the world of movies.

      Movies change one's perspective in life. Some movies changes your childish insights to matured one. Some will teach you how to survive in the real world. Some will imprison you to a virtual world full of shits. Some will teemed you to the ideas of love and romance. Some will make you pussy to the extent that you can't stand to stay in bathroom for 2 minutes with lights off. Some will teach you how sex is really a necessity in one's life. Some will inspire you. And some will just teach you how to dougie.

      Movies portrayed everything in my life. I cant even envisage myself who am i today if it weren't for them. ( a heartfelt apology to my mom if youre reading this) 

     Admittedly, we watch Movies for relaxation from stress, for entertainment, and learning. There are several kinds of movies. I won't lecture about it for I know all of you are civilized people who knows what are the different kinds of films. I loathe to share my favorite movies but I just can't help looking you people hanging on the thread being ignorant to the beauty of movies. So just take a look and absorb the pictures and have fun:

                                                            the best movie i've ever watched that made 
                                                              my wits got out!

these are some films i can suggest to you. If you won't watch these stuff, may God help you.

The Night I Discovered Sleep-over

It's hard to figure out why I love sleeping to other people's houses. I'm not homeless but I like living on different houses every night.

My mother already lost her patience by giving me her speech whenever I come home on wee hours. Her face is unbearable and horrifying. She always turned into hulk except she has still her shirt and pants on.  I just hold my breath and release my poignant facade.  It takes hell of  a time to do it.

Oddly enough, sleepover is one of a kind. I am the only guy in the group surrounded with gorgeous girls ( i only say this because they're my friends but somewhat its true) i dont even make sense.

We do the usual things of course. Movie marathon, foods that colors your teeth into yellow, gossips which I dont join SOMETIMES and games that bang your head to the edge of the door.

The hardest part though is getting yourself to sleep. I do inapt things that are remarkably ugly.  I wallow on the bed like a pig. I massage my legs before I go to sleep. I pray to God that I would dream the most peculiar dream in the world. I sleep like a squirrel flying. And I listen to this lullaby that induces me to sleep.

The best thing in a sleepover is sharing a bed with your friends and creating a new chain of indelible memories. But you can still kick her butt if you want to. Make sure the kick will knock them down so that your friendship will not be in dilemma.

Being a fairy in your own tale.

endings are just more difficult than beginnings.
Have you remembered the time when you first learned how to walk? The moment you set your hands and feet on the floor crawling? The days you cried because you fell and there's nobody you can call on to? The nights when you heard the scary thunders and you ran to your momma's room?
These are just the things that resemble to what first love feels like.
Some people get their soul-mates effortlessly, some people seized the chances of finding the right guy, some people manipulate other people for their own gain in love and some people create their own fairytales.

At first, the taste of loving is sweet and simple. You get flowers that seduce you to the fragrance of saying "I do."

You get chocolates that induce you to say "I love you too."

And you get a date that leads to obscene groaning in the midnight (SEX). better not to put an image.

What happens next? Your happily ever after is devastated. Guys break up with you or even worse girls break up with you. Spend hours looking at the mirror and asking yourself, "Why did he/she break up with me?" reminiscing the memories you've had and tearing indelible pictures. Burning the things he/she gave you.

Those effin dramas are buried along with the Bee Gees records.
Stop ruining your face with your fully circled eyebags and get a shower. Wash away those tears cause he's too unworthy for that. Let go of him/her.

Move on, find your friends and hold your head up high. You've got an experience that all stupids never have. Now, that experience will serve as your path direction as you enter to your new relationship. Dont make the mistakes you'd had.

The script of your future might not come true as what you have expected, but each of us doesn't need any prince charming or princess to make our own fairytale come true.

tribute for those fairies who embellish their own tales

Rizal, Bakit Ka Pa Namatay

Sa mata ni Rizal, ako'y isang Pinoy na nagmamahal sa sariling wika. Ngunit sa mata ng iba, ako'y isang mag-aaral na sisira sa magandang imahe ng ating Pambansang Bayani.

Sa pelikulang Jose Rizal ay marami akong namatiyagan. Sa blog na ito ay inyong makikita ang aking iba't ibang leksyon at paratang hinggil sa pelikula.

1. Kapag ika'y inalipusta ng iyong ama gamit ang kanyang bayabas na sing kapal ng karayom, siguraduhin mong huwag kang magpa-corner.

2. Ang mukha ni Crisostomo Ibarra na kahit saan anggulo mong tingnan ay mawawari ng iyong mata ang pagkahawig niya sa naaksidenteng si Elvis Presley.

3. Napag-isip-isip ko kung sisikapin ko lang matutunan ang wikang Latin, marahil walang sinuman ang makakaintindi at mamatiyagan ang pagpapaulan ko ng maaanghang na salita ng mga sa insulto sa mga gerilya. 

4. Agad kong napagtanto na sa lahat ng gerilyang gumamit ng baril at balaraw ay si Bonifacio lamang ang hindi marunong magbasa.

5. Kung maari ko lang pakasalan ang utak ni Rizal, marahil matagal na akong masaya.

6. Nang sinabi ni Rizal sa binatilyo aka Gary aka Jhong Hilario "May ipagtatapat ako sa iyo.", ninais kong sabihin din ito sa aking katabi na sina Sir Darang at Arvin. Ngunit binalot ako ng takot sapagkat napakalaki nila at ako'y hamak na isang ompoko-a little bit lamang.

Rizal tulungan mo ako! Nasa gitna ako ng dalawang higante!- wika ng isang mag-aaral.

7. Pinagkaitan man ako ng aking guro na malaman ang kwento ng nobelang Noli Me Tangere at nang napagtanto kong hindi pala si Lapu-lapu ang hinukay ng dalawang mangmang sa pelikula at hindi si Magellan ang bumaril kay Rizal, nakilala ko naman ng  lubos ang nilalandi ni Rizal. Si Eleanor.

8. Ang isang minutong music video sa pelikula na tila isang oras sa aking pagdinig ay lubos na nakakagimbala sa aking tenga at mata.Kung si . . .

Katy Perry 

sana ang kanilang ipinaawit at hindi si 

Maria Clara

siguro'y mababawasan ang pighating aking dinadalamhati.

10. Highlight ng pelikula: ang hubo't hubad na babaeng ginagahasa ng prayle.

Ako na marahil ang pinakahuling nilalang na nakakita sa pelikulang Jose Rizal. Ngunit ibig kong maging kagaya niya, marunong sumaksak ng matitinik na salitang may katotohanan. At sa mga hindi Pilipino, ako'y naaawa sa inyo. Sapagkat hindi niyo natikman ang tunay na talino at karunungan ng Pinoy. 

It really sucks when you realize that nowadays, countless girls use more their eyes and not their heart.

How do I know? I’ve been surrounded by them in my entire lifetime. You always see them screaming, running at the mouth and flirting (an act which isn’t necessary) that totally distorts their image as young ladies of our millennium. God knows I’ve seen them cart-wheeled 7 times when they get “kilig.” It’s one of their aptitudes that should never be developed. 

Haven’t their mothers taught them how to control their vaginas in leaking when they see good-looking and sexy guys? I blame our educational institutions for not teaching these uncivilized girls how to act uprightly.  Thank God I have no sister because if I have, I will have been murdered her with my bare paws.

Still, our problem remains unsolved. As a decent social being, I should educate you in dealing with these repellent attitudes. First, if your eyes caught an irresistible sexy guy, no need to let hear us your high-pitch-soprano voice. Biting your lips or smiling would be enough. Next, don’t tell guys about guys because we do not freaking care. We’re here talking to you because we like you so stop it or else we’ll gonna be cranky. Now we don’t want that, right?
Lastly, be the respectable woman you can be. Im not  asking you to be like Cory or Mother Teresa who are seemingly still drop-dead-virgins or to be those women who walk in the streets inviting to play hide-and-sex, but I strongly encourage you to be those women who has a face of an angel, a mind of a queen and a heart of a lady.

If you have these attributes, email me because you’re the one Im looking for. Just kidding.

If you have these attributes, you’re not the one who ends up stalking but your crush is.

Sulat mula kay San Pedro (Hulyo 22, 2011)

 

Mahal kong Inaanak,

                Sa ika-23 ng Hulyo 2017, isang di inaasahang pangyayari na wawasak sa iyong kinabukasan ang mababaon sa isang alaala.

               Alam kong nahihirapan at naninibago ka sa buhay kolehiyo. Hindi ito ang buhay na iyong kinagisnan at alam ko rin hindi mo ito napaghandaan. Noong isang buwan, nakisalamuha ka sa iba’t ibang tao at tinikman ang masariwa nilang mga ugali. Alam kong hindi madali sa iyon inaanak. Sa halip na sumuko , ika’y nagdesisyon na magsikap at makakuha ng malaking marka para suklian ang ang iyong magulang. At ako’y  lubos nagagalak sa iyong ginawa.

              Makalipas ang isang buwan, ika’y natutong makisabay sa iyong barkada na nagbigay kulay sa iyong bagong pahina ng iyong buhay. Ika’y dumungaw sa mga pook ng siyudad na ngayon mo na lang napuntahan. Ika’y tumanaw sa mga bagong pagkain, lugar at tao. At ako’y lubos na nagagalak na marami kang bagong natutunan sa mundo ng realidad.

              Makalipas ng isang taon, napansin kong hindi ka na umuuwi sa ating tahanan. At ako’y nag-aalala. Humingi ka ng pitong libo sa iyong ama’t ina sapagkat marami kang bilihin para sa iyong  pag-aaral. Kitang kita ko ang paghihirap na kanilang tinatamasa, halos languyin na nila ang putikan sa pagtatanim para mabigyan ka lang ng pera.

             Makalipas ng dalawang taon, hindi mo na binabalitaan ang iyong magulang sa iyong pag-aaral. Muntik nang lumuwas ang iyong ama ngunit pinigilan siya ng iyong ina dahil malaki ang tiwala niya sa iyo. Narinig nilang unting-unti mo nang winawaldas ang pera para sa inuman, yosi at sugal. Hindi nila ito pinaniwalaan sapagkat sinabi mong hindi ito totoo.

            

             Makalipas ng tatlong taon, ika’y umuwing buto’t balat. Ang gaspang ng iyong mukha at kaawa-awa ang iyong mga mata.  Umiyak ang iyong ina at pilit na nagtatanong kung ano ang nangyari sa iyo. Ngunit sinagot mo pa rin sila ng iyong kasinungalingan. Makalipas ang ilang araw, ika’y nanghina at nagpasya ang iyong magulang na dalhin ka sa ospital. Natagpuan nilang dahil ito sa iyong mga bisyo. Nakakalungkot ang mga luha’t hinanagpis na naipinta sa mukha ng iyong ina.

       

            Sinasabi ko ito sa iyo inaanak upang ipakita sa iyo ang mga panganib na mangyayari sa iyo. Ayokong isang buhay na naman ang masasayang dahil sa kanilang mga maling desisyon.  Kaya’t isipin mong mabuti ang bawat yapak na iyong hahakbangin. Sana huwag mong itapon ang pinagaguran ng iyong magulang sa maraming taon.

Nagmamahal,

San Pedro